Lori LoCicero

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New Memoir of Love, Loss, and the Path to Resilience

Clouds Far Behind Me takes an intimate look inside the mind of a young widow. At age 41, Lori LoCicero had everything she ever dreamed of—two young children, a loving husband, and a flourishing business. Then, a shocking pancreatic cancer diagnosis changed everything.

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Freelance writer, game creator, and eternal optimist

Lori LoCicero is a storyteller, writer, and event producer who collaborates with companies to craft meaningful content. She produces live gala events, polishes scripts, and is the co-creator of The Death Deck and The EOL Deck—conversation games that encourage important and life-changing dialogue around death and end-of-life planning.

Rooted in her belief in post-traumatic growth, Lori champions the idea that with the right support, loss and adversity can spark a deeper connection to life’s beauty and purpose.

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Editorial Reviews

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"From gut-wrenching choices to moments of unexpected joy, it proves that even in grief—laughter and miracles find a way in."

Wendy Miller
Emmy-winning TV producer and author of Three Secrets to the Happy and Healthy Relationship You’ve Always F*cking Wanted

"Lori’s journey losing her young husband is uniquely hers; yet it contains universals all of us recognize."

Frederick Marx
Academy & Emmy nominated Filmmaker of Hoop Dreams and author of At Death Do Us Part

"What sets this memoir apart is its unflinching honesty and emotional depth. Lori does not shy away from the raw pain of caregiving or the complexities of mourning, yet she also balances it with the resilience and hope that can emerge from an extreme loss."

Jerry Fenter, BS-HCM

"This book isn’t just about grief. It’s about the resilience of the human spirit, the complexities of caregiving, and the sacredness of walking someone home."

Helen Bauer, RN BSN CHPN
Co-creator of The Heart of Hospice

“This book is a must-read. For widows, it’s a reminder you’re not alone. For friends and family, it’s a guide to showing up in grief. And for end-of-life professionals, it offers a powerful window into the emotional world of caregivers—the often unseen heroes at life’s end.”

Karen Hendrickson
End of Life Educator & Consultant
Co-Founder, Death & Dying Network International

"This book is a must-read for parents—not only for a glimpse into the reality of losing a partner while raising young kids, but also as a guide to better prepare for that most unwanted “what-if” turn of events."

Corey Kearsley
Co-Founder, Prepare Your Affairs

"Through her journey, Lori shares important lessons on dealing with grief that will resonate with anyone who has faced loss, reminding us that even after the storm, the light can return. This book touched my heart in a way I was not expecting. A great and valuable read for sure!"

Jo-Anne Haun
Co-Founder, Death & Dying Network International

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The Death Deck

Have fun with some taboo talk! Play the new party game that lets you explore a topic we’re all obsessed with but often afraid to discuss.

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Life Revised

Life Revised shares stories from my experiences with grief, loss, and post-traumatic growth.

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